Without U :-(

Without you around words fail me with my emotions
Without you around dance fail me with rhythm
Without you around songs fail me with lyrics
Without you around painting fail me with object
Without you around goals fail me with zeal to conquer this world
Without you around prayers fail me with faith
Without you around I guess I fail myself with me only



 With you I never needed words, life was all a rollercoaster ride in nice amusem park.

English Vinglish

It was fun watching Sridevi on 70 mm after a long time. She was still the sweet, innocent and adorable person. English Vinglish has well defined characters. Sridevi who is an entrepreneur and independent in herself has a weakness that she can’t speak in English. Even though she is charming and come across amiable she is being ridiculed by her family especially her husband and her daughter for that. She comes to a point where she is being ridiculed by a waitress in US for her weakness. She feels sorry for herself and starts learning English. This is where the turning point of movie starts. She is being adored by all her classmates for her qualities but her husband still doesn’t value her. She is able to clearly mark the difference between the way her family treats and how outsiders treat her. This movie was all about how a lady is not valued for her true worth and how regains her self-esteem. When I view the movie I don’t look at for the English factor as the name suggests for the movie, but for the how somehow feels when her/his weakness is exploited by others even in light jokes. Sridevi conveys those emotions beautifully and you can actually see that she is taking even jokes in right spirit. While watching it, I was so engrossed in those moments that this was the only movie where I wasn’t predicting the next scenes. I know everybody could connect with the Sridevi and feel that they are re-living some part of their life on 70 mm. As English Vinglish was sweet, simple and crisp movie giving messages in a subtle manner but message were very bold in a way, I am writing on it in a crisp manner only.

I wanna walk that less travelled road

Today I wanna walk that less traveled road and create a place of my own 
Where finding myself is easy 
Where my name middle name is crazy 
Where versatility is a new comfort of living
Where smiling is no other effort 
Where Life never ends 
Where Monday Morning Blues never happens
Where rhyming is no crime
I wanna walk that less traveled road where my solitude seems to glorify the loneliness. 
I wanna walk that less traveled road

Heroine

Heroine the word which has a positive connotation but the beauty of the heroine always have a negative soul attached to it. Either be it the song the heroine sings Main Heroine Hoon for herself conveying that the shining stars around me can’t fill her empty soul . Heroine is the story filled with the emptiness of a lady.If you don’t agree see the life of the epitome of beauty and grace The Rekha, Unkhi aankhon ki masti ke mastaein bahut hai lekin unkhi ruhu ko choone waale kitne hai. If you don’t believe what I say just google the romances of rekha and you will have hell long list. Just ask one question to yourself before questioning her morale i.e. what does anyone require from the other person? Nobody needs to be seen as Halkat Jawani but just wanna sing the song  Saaiyaan where one longings for love and support to sail the ship of life. Everybody has khwahishein but how many of us want to realize that these dreams are not meant to be there. We don't even realize we are living on false hope and holding on them we might fall down. Rekha like rest of people craves for love kept hymning tujhpe fida but what she got in return from each relationship nobody knows. Still we Indian judge her on moral value. Did she had anyone to lean on and feel secured? I believe not, same is displayed in heroine. She is sexy, talented and oomph of moody attached to her and still nobody loves her apart from the name she carries. Why comment on heroine, aren’t we all the same? We all live in society where people keep friendship with you because you are affluent or you are well-connected and might help in near future.I am sure you must have met at least one person like that.If not, you are blessed and stay blessed only. Nothing will kill you more than trusting a bad person and same happened with heroine and she went through the hell of saiya bhi saath chod jae aishi hai tanhai. What I glimpse whenever I watch some heroine in each one of us is the deep dark side we having been hiding even from ourselves. Isn’t it time we face our hidden fear and counter them. I know we all want to hear “I love you for what you are“ but before that we have to understand the person and pick and choose who will stand by our side forever and expect only from those people. Else we might not be living glamorous life of heroine but we can become one. I am not against celebrity status but with emotional status heroine bears only flip side of being a heroine.

Stay Blessed Shine and Smile like a Heroine but for right reasons.

Friend and Friends

I met a lovely gal with long hair 10 years back
We spent our coaching time eating snacks
We learnt to share and care with each other during those exams pressure 
We stood by each other in those crazy moments 
After so many years, 
You would see tears in my eyes when world saw the smile on face
You brought the smile on face

 when world saw tears in my eyes
Last few days would have been worst without your support
Each time after visiting to doctor I wanted to cry but you made me smile
When people would call me insane, you would stand by my side
You never let me had any lonely moment in life
I know your favourite line
“Ek main or tu jo bhi pagalpan will be at its peak and jo bhi hoga dekha jaega “
Thanks for being part of my support system and understanding me each tym when no one else will.

P.S. :- Finding few frnds who stand by your side in all phases is rare just value them

Forever you will be mine beloved

I saw you standing near me I kept walking the upland dear
I remembered all the things you said to me,I kept striding with false pride all over me
I wanted to wish you dear, But feared that you will trash me
I Know you will never realize how much I loved you, Forever you will be mine beloved
I will always idealize your viewpoint even though I wanted to critize you

I felt so fragile , you dealt it with agile mind
I was toddling against the wind, you were blinded with unkind gal


After so long I met you bearing the pain
Once again we became friends mending our past
I wanted to embrace the lonely soul only to be disgraced by apathetic attitude

Today I saw you once again smiling with your friend , I was piling myself with repetent
I remembered all the things you said to me,I kept striding with false pride all over me
I was wishing you only be trashed by you
I Know you will never realize how much I loved you, Forever you will be mine beloved


P.S.:- Written it long back but never had courage to say it upfront. Life moves on and we move ahead and look back at things so differently

Mom

I came to your life as a gift of God

I learnt a lot from you

I am your most adorable child

I have bothered you with every problem of my life

I took your hands to walk through jungles of human world

I fought with you every now and then for my perspective 

But still next moment we laughed like Best Friends

You are first person who understands me without using verbal language

I wish you keep blessing me, fighting and sharing with me and as part of it , you make me grow

P.S. This one was for mom on her bday :-)

Cocktail of full emotions with cocktail

Whenever I see Veronica I don’t see her as a gal who sleeps around with every guy without giving a damn about it. I see somebody who is hollow in herself and living an artificial life. She likes limelight and does a lot of action to remain and liked by people. She is somebody who needs validation of a society yet in a cult manner. She wants to prove to the world that is she is nice so she lets a helpless gal. Was Meera actually helpless or was suffering from low self-esteem? I can’t comment. Did Gautam fell in love with Meera on first sight and Veronica was just a there to be laid? Did Meera fell in love with Gautam or was he actually his habit?

To me, Veronica was a lonely soul who has spent a lot with guys so much that she can read and understand any guy’s vibes from a distance. That’s why she cries in front of Meera that I was one who recognized goodness in Gautam not you. Veronica has always treated Meera at a lowest status than herself so her egos doesn’t get satisfied when Gautam leaves her for Meera. Gautam and Meera has always hated each other. Till the time you keep any emotion you are bound to fall in love is proved with this movie. Gautam has seen a lot of gals and who have been moved by his charisma and with Meera he got the challenge which interested him. Meera was pampered by a man for the first time and she fell for it.Human emotions are complex and you will require a lot of energies to go through it. Cocktail was just the cocktail of all emotions in one drink and like a true liquor its saaru will be felt for a long time.

I have tried to capture the rawest emotion in a naive manner to bring the effect of liquor out on canvas of white sheet.

My first connection with children

It seems yesterday only when I held a 3 hour old child in my hands for the first time
It seems yesterday only when I held a 3 months old most smiling in my lap
It seems yesterday only when I ran after 3 years old to see the giggle on your face
It seems yesterday only when I saw you taking admissions for the school
It seems yesterday only when we had fun out of nothing
But today I am praying that you come out with flying colour in your entrance exams
It seems yesterday only when stopping you from crying was a task
But today you have become one of my strength
Today is altogether different from our childhood but it has beauty of its own
I wish bonding we have, caring we show towards each other , love that lites our heart never ends

Friend

I am thankful to God for sending an angel in form of a cute buddy
I am thankful to you for standing by my side
I loved the part when we became friends
I liked the idiotic chats we had
I enjoyed being a child in front of you
I appreciate the way you honed my skills
I adore the never fadin smile on your face
I am fond of your versatile talents
I take joy in you being my friend.

Thanks buddy

Happy Father's Day

I don't remember when I became most important  person in your life
I don't remember when you scared me the most
I don't remember when I started looking up to you
I don't remember when I started to share things with you
I don't remember when you became my best buddy
I don't remember when you became my pillar of strength
I remember only that I am what I am because of you
I cherish you not only because you are my father but also the bond we share
I know only that I will always love you

Thanks for being the coolest but still a strict dad both at the same time

Love you paa

I too can do great things ...

When Small Moon can eclipse the Great Sun,

I too can do great things if I set myself in the right place at right time

  

I too can dream, I too can do great things with my trust

I too can gleam, I too can elate with wings of my dream

I too can scream, I too can break fate with sheer faith

I too can team; I too can try in wane

I too have deem, I too can train my brain and do great things

I too can theme; I too can remain sane in mad world

I too can have beaming smile, I too can campaign my raining victory

  

But I am walking the humble road along the storm only to be embraced by the thunder

O Lord

O Lord West,East,North,South all directions seem lost without YOUR BLESSING
O Lord Suggest the path to move out the Stress
O Lord Give the strength to pass the test
O Lord Cut short the length and let soul be at rest

O Lord Provide with the best bulletproof vest to bear the pain
O LOrd Bless with the zest to free from the social chain
O Lord Arrest the unrest to contest the mess and ease the gain
O Lord Protest the digress only to invest in the biggest campaign
O Lord Get me Dressed at the best only to distress the pain

O Lord Show your presence this fest lest faith will stir
O Lord Give the strength to pass this test
O Lord Cut short the length and let soul be at rest

Black Pearl

Before commencing on the journey of black pearl from my eyes, black pearl is nothing but most exquisite form of beauty which represents royalty and wisdom so was the black pearl gal. Like pearl her soul was pure, honest and like black mystified and wise walking with the utmost dignity even after being robbed of her innocence couple of times. Black Pearl always amused me with her contraction of being a strong-willed business person yet so fragile and child like. She was far more mature than her age some said because of the decision she took while I believe she was on her divine path. Many people came to her life some wanted to marry her , some for you know what but she had a layer all around her and many people couldn’t cross that. Many people never had that energy to stick around and understand the deep soul of her. Standing on the cross road all alone and revisiting the past made her cry couple of times rather than bringing smile to her face. After surrounding her with lies of lies that everything is alright and she is happy for no reason the only gift she cherished in some many years by her most beloved Sparkle. True Value of a diamond is appreciated by a jeweler and sparkle was one of them who strengthen her spark and pun. With another failure falling on her kitty black pearl again felt lost  but this time she felt bolt as her faith on the Almighty shake like never before. Each failure before has strengthened her faith on HIM. This time she did after reading the Omen but what possibly can go wrong she could never comprehend. Black Pearl forgot pearl is black because of salt water and produced by the black-lipped oyster known as Pinctada Margaritifera, native to French Polynesian islands. White pearl oysters rarely produced naturally black pearls, and black pearl oysters rarely produced any natural pearls at all. Disturbed with her shaking faith she forgot black pearl couldn’t be crafted so easily and this was one of those moments where hammer had stuck her hard only to bring out best in her. But who will have the courage to tell her that this was just one more technique to pass astuteness to her. With failing and rising belief couple of times in a day, she is still walking towards the grandest ramp where I know God will never let her fall down. I just want to embrace her to comfort her with jadu ki jappi but I know that will only destroy her zeal to fight this time. Only lines from my side for her are


“Today surrounded by all dazzling fake smiles, I wish her quest for sincere laugh makes her search for that radiance which once brought smile on black pearl”

I believe we have some share of black pearl within us also but each time we forget to cherish the crafting of black pearl when faced with adversities. If some else has not valued the black pearl within you it’s not your loss. No situation cann’t rob you of your fineness, value and excellences. Remember the beauty of pearl and enjoy just being yourself.

Love's New Definition for Love Aaj Kal Janta

People have loved so much that they have built Taj Mahal, monument of Love.Name itself convey the “Crown of palaces”. Can someone’s love be so strong that he builds a tomb for 22 years with the help of 22,000 workers? Sorry my eyes will never be blinded with love only and they demand to see the things as they are.  When I see Taj Mahal architectural, I say “Wah Taj , Wah Taj” so much symmetry that real beauty basis can be defined but when I wear the glasses and view the same Taj Mahal for what it is, I see a man driven by prefect ego – my beloved deserves a tomb that befits her and my love for her, and resources at my command will be used for that purpose. Hadn’t this be an ego-centric work, Shah Jahan wouldn’t have been dethroned and imprisoned by his own son? Would you say Shah Jahan was blinded by this Love for Mumtaz, I wouldn’t believe so. If he was so much in Love with Mumtaz that Mumtaz’s death made him stopped performing King’s Duty then why it is mentioned in pages of history that he married for the fourth time with the sister of Mumtaz only. As per my standard this can’t be defined as love. Love never makes you fall; it will only drive you towards a rise in character each day and each moment. More I see Taj Mahal, more I see beauty and expression of love so grand are based only on self-glorification. Love is not when you communicate your feelings in ostentatious manner but even when words are not required only eyes can be enough, standing by each other in thick and thin. But this Love Aaj Kal generation can never understand the beauty of love and so never receive one. I feel the pain when Gen- Y can never understand true meaning of love. Why blame this generation when our mythology is also full of emperor all around the world where blood has been shed for the beauty of their love be it Trojan War?  Love depiction has never been of sacrifice which have survived the time so why Gen-Y want to become Devdas when they know Don is one who will have the Jungli billi and Roma  both in their life irrespective of circumstances and moral conduct Don displays. They want to keep walking on both boats unless Jungli Billi understand that the she and Don are on different side of the world. In gist, Love has lost essence and people stay together without understanding each other and ultimately things fall apart in long run. So, when things fall apart and Gen-Y doesn’t appreciate the true love it’s not their mistake but the gamut of experience they have gone through. Few people understand that love can’t be shoddy.