Happy Father's Day

I don't remember when I became most important  person in your life
I don't remember when you scared me the most
I don't remember when I started looking up to you
I don't remember when I started to share things with you
I don't remember when you became my best buddy
I don't remember when you became my pillar of strength
I remember only that I am what I am because of you
I cherish you not only because you are my father but also the bond we share
I know only that I will always love you

Thanks for being the coolest but still a strict dad both at the same time

Love you paa

I too can do great things ...

When Small Moon can eclipse the Great Sun,

I too can do great things if I set myself in the right place at right time

  

I too can dream, I too can do great things with my trust

I too can gleam, I too can elate with wings of my dream

I too can scream, I too can break fate with sheer faith

I too can team; I too can try in wane

I too have deem, I too can train my brain and do great things

I too can theme; I too can remain sane in mad world

I too can have beaming smile, I too can campaign my raining victory

  

But I am walking the humble road along the storm only to be embraced by the thunder

O Lord

O Lord West,East,North,South all directions seem lost without YOUR BLESSING
O Lord Suggest the path to move out the Stress
O Lord Give the strength to pass the test
O Lord Cut short the length and let soul be at rest

O Lord Provide with the best bulletproof vest to bear the pain
O LOrd Bless with the zest to free from the social chain
O Lord Arrest the unrest to contest the mess and ease the gain
O Lord Protest the digress only to invest in the biggest campaign
O Lord Get me Dressed at the best only to distress the pain

O Lord Show your presence this fest lest faith will stir
O Lord Give the strength to pass this test
O Lord Cut short the length and let soul be at rest

Black Pearl

Before commencing on the journey of black pearl from my eyes, black pearl is nothing but most exquisite form of beauty which represents royalty and wisdom so was the black pearl gal. Like pearl her soul was pure, honest and like black mystified and wise walking with the utmost dignity even after being robbed of her innocence couple of times. Black Pearl always amused me with her contraction of being a strong-willed business person yet so fragile and child like. She was far more mature than her age some said because of the decision she took while I believe she was on her divine path. Many people came to her life some wanted to marry her , some for you know what but she had a layer all around her and many people couldn’t cross that. Many people never had that energy to stick around and understand the deep soul of her. Standing on the cross road all alone and revisiting the past made her cry couple of times rather than bringing smile to her face. After surrounding her with lies of lies that everything is alright and she is happy for no reason the only gift she cherished in some many years by her most beloved Sparkle. True Value of a diamond is appreciated by a jeweler and sparkle was one of them who strengthen her spark and pun. With another failure falling on her kitty black pearl again felt lost  but this time she felt bolt as her faith on the Almighty shake like never before. Each failure before has strengthened her faith on HIM. This time she did after reading the Omen but what possibly can go wrong she could never comprehend. Black Pearl forgot pearl is black because of salt water and produced by the black-lipped oyster known as Pinctada Margaritifera, native to French Polynesian islands. White pearl oysters rarely produced naturally black pearls, and black pearl oysters rarely produced any natural pearls at all. Disturbed with her shaking faith she forgot black pearl couldn’t be crafted so easily and this was one of those moments where hammer had stuck her hard only to bring out best in her. But who will have the courage to tell her that this was just one more technique to pass astuteness to her. With failing and rising belief couple of times in a day, she is still walking towards the grandest ramp where I know God will never let her fall down. I just want to embrace her to comfort her with jadu ki jappi but I know that will only destroy her zeal to fight this time. Only lines from my side for her are


“Today surrounded by all dazzling fake smiles, I wish her quest for sincere laugh makes her search for that radiance which once brought smile on black pearl”

I believe we have some share of black pearl within us also but each time we forget to cherish the crafting of black pearl when faced with adversities. If some else has not valued the black pearl within you it’s not your loss. No situation cann’t rob you of your fineness, value and excellences. Remember the beauty of pearl and enjoy just being yourself.

Love's New Definition for Love Aaj Kal Janta

People have loved so much that they have built Taj Mahal, monument of Love.Name itself convey the “Crown of palaces”. Can someone’s love be so strong that he builds a tomb for 22 years with the help of 22,000 workers? Sorry my eyes will never be blinded with love only and they demand to see the things as they are.  When I see Taj Mahal architectural, I say “Wah Taj , Wah Taj” so much symmetry that real beauty basis can be defined but when I wear the glasses and view the same Taj Mahal for what it is, I see a man driven by prefect ego – my beloved deserves a tomb that befits her and my love for her, and resources at my command will be used for that purpose. Hadn’t this be an ego-centric work, Shah Jahan wouldn’t have been dethroned and imprisoned by his own son? Would you say Shah Jahan was blinded by this Love for Mumtaz, I wouldn’t believe so. If he was so much in Love with Mumtaz that Mumtaz’s death made him stopped performing King’s Duty then why it is mentioned in pages of history that he married for the fourth time with the sister of Mumtaz only. As per my standard this can’t be defined as love. Love never makes you fall; it will only drive you towards a rise in character each day and each moment. More I see Taj Mahal, more I see beauty and expression of love so grand are based only on self-glorification. Love is not when you communicate your feelings in ostentatious manner but even when words are not required only eyes can be enough, standing by each other in thick and thin. But this Love Aaj Kal generation can never understand the beauty of love and so never receive one. I feel the pain when Gen- Y can never understand true meaning of love. Why blame this generation when our mythology is also full of emperor all around the world where blood has been shed for the beauty of their love be it Trojan War?  Love depiction has never been of sacrifice which have survived the time so why Gen-Y want to become Devdas when they know Don is one who will have the Jungli billi and Roma  both in their life irrespective of circumstances and moral conduct Don displays. They want to keep walking on both boats unless Jungli Billi understand that the she and Don are on different side of the world. In gist, Love has lost essence and people stay together without understanding each other and ultimately things fall apart in long run. So, when things fall apart and Gen-Y doesn’t appreciate the true love it’s not their mistake but the gamut of experience they have gone through. Few people understand that love can’t be shoddy.

Hawa Hawa Aur Ho Bus Itni Si Hai Dua

These days I wake up listening to the two most soul touching songs of bollywood music this year each conveying the restless of a human soul but in different lights. Both glorify the love with the pain one has to go through. Love starts with Hawa hawa where one understands the true shades of oneself, one understand how one’s inner needs, desire are altogether different from the worldly web one creates. Once Love starts it will never stop and what it will lead to no one knows. Even the King’s money and power couldn’t debar the Queen from her quest. Love is so clouting that lovers impede to bother for the world and lovers build the world for themselves where they live. Once society begins raising the eyebrow on their act, they commence to comprehend the LOVE in their life. And the turmoil just begins where this voyage will take them,they don’t know and what they want to do is another question. Helplessness just sets off and it’s too late for them to realize. It’s beyond their control and what they can do to relax themselves is the only issue running through their mind. Helplessness is the only thing that stays with them. They keeps hymning “I have become a string tangled in wish, untangle me...”

The voice of helplessness lingers in their heart and they wish for this storm to stop. But another voice in their head will want to burn more. To balance this they desire that only fireballs burn not the smoke. Smoke feels smokey to them. To lovers even this pain is not enough and they are ready to scarify themselves and convey this with most beautiful lines

“kaaga re kaaga re mori itni araj tujhse chun chun khaiyo maans khaiyo na tu naina more, khaiyo na tu naina mohe piya ke milan ki aas..”

O Bird, I have so much of request to you, eat flesh,but do not eat my eyes, don't eat my eyes as I have a wish to see my lover.. .

After all this, one still want to FALL IN LOVE again may be with same person or different but that’s the magic of purest feeling.One become the naadan parindey and longings to meet one's lover never ends. I just hope all the people in love or want to be, to attain the clothes of karma and bestow by God.

Rockstar - Rocks

Have you ever felt agaped and elated, all at the same time? This was how I felt after watching Rockstar. I was flowing freely as if performing a ballet act and going through gamut of emotions as movie was progressing on the 70mm.Cinematography was marvelous where embroidery on a piece of cloth with multi-coloured thread was delicately handled. Where on one hand I was stunned after watching the performance of a Ranbir Kapoor and Lt. Shammi Kapoor ,their eyes never needed any word but bewildered on another hand by the acting skills of Nargis Fakhri. Even though she had strong screen presence and beautiful face but Imtiaz Ali could have taken someone with strong prowess in acting to match with the Ranbir Kapoor’s acting skill.This was so much evident when Nargis wanted to run away from herself also after waking up and watching Ranbir kapoor next to her, Ranbir running after her. This scene was so classical scene of movie where director wanted to show the struggle with yourself in form a ballet act upto which Nargis couldn’t live.Was Imtiaz Ali not able to get the grip on the Indian audience pulse this time? Audience has loved the spreading rainbow, flourishing colourful shades all around but Rockstar created the scenery in grey shades with music alone. I felt very awful for viewers who couldn’t connect with the movie and Jordan character. Imtiaz Ali has challenged everyone to think to make sense out of the movie but he has forgotten we struggle when food is not given on our platter. When in the song Sadda Haq Ranbir Kapoor says line “ Kuch saal phele yaha par ek jungle hota tha or do parindey rahte…..” and later when Jordan sings “Nadan Parindey ghar aa jaa…” How many could co-relate  between songs first of all and then with grief of Jordan when he sang both the songs? Finally Indian Cinema is coming but I doubt on the maturity of people to appreciate the creative gem of the year.