Heroine

Heroine the word which has a positive connotation but the beauty of the heroine always have a negative soul attached to it. Either be it the song the heroine sings Main Heroine Hoon for herself conveying that the shining stars around me can’t fill her empty soul . Heroine is the story filled with the emptiness of a lady.If you don’t agree see the life of the epitome of beauty and grace The Rekha, Unkhi aankhon ki masti ke mastaein bahut hai lekin unkhi ruhu ko choone waale kitne hai. If you don’t believe what I say just google the romances of rekha and you will have hell long list. Just ask one question to yourself before questioning her morale i.e. what does anyone require from the other person? Nobody needs to be seen as Halkat Jawani but just wanna sing the song  Saaiyaan where one longings for love and support to sail the ship of life. Everybody has khwahishein but how many of us want to realize that these dreams are not meant to be there. We don't even realize we are living on false hope and holding on them we might fall down. Rekha like rest of people craves for love kept hymning tujhpe fida but what she got in return from each relationship nobody knows. Still we Indian judge her on moral value. Did she had anyone to lean on and feel secured? I believe not, same is displayed in heroine. She is sexy, talented and oomph of moody attached to her and still nobody loves her apart from the name she carries. Why comment on heroine, aren’t we all the same? We all live in society where people keep friendship with you because you are affluent or you are well-connected and might help in near future.I am sure you must have met at least one person like that.If not, you are blessed and stay blessed only. Nothing will kill you more than trusting a bad person and same happened with heroine and she went through the hell of saiya bhi saath chod jae aishi hai tanhai. What I glimpse whenever I watch some heroine in each one of us is the deep dark side we having been hiding even from ourselves. Isn’t it time we face our hidden fear and counter them. I know we all want to hear “I love you for what you are“ but before that we have to understand the person and pick and choose who will stand by our side forever and expect only from those people. Else we might not be living glamorous life of heroine but we can become one. I am not against celebrity status but with emotional status heroine bears only flip side of being a heroine.

Stay Blessed Shine and Smile like a Heroine but for right reasons.

Friend and Friends

I met a lovely gal with long hair 10 years back
We spent our coaching time eating snacks
We learnt to share and care with each other during those exams pressure 
We stood by each other in those crazy moments 
After so many years, 
You would see tears in my eyes when world saw the smile on face
You brought the smile on face

 when world saw tears in my eyes
Last few days would have been worst without your support
Each time after visiting to doctor I wanted to cry but you made me smile
When people would call me insane, you would stand by my side
You never let me had any lonely moment in life
I know your favourite line
“Ek main or tu jo bhi pagalpan will be at its peak and jo bhi hoga dekha jaega “
Thanks for being part of my support system and understanding me each tym when no one else will.

P.S. :- Finding few frnds who stand by your side in all phases is rare just value them

Forever you will be mine beloved

I saw you standing near me I kept walking the upland dear
I remembered all the things you said to me,I kept striding with false pride all over me
I wanted to wish you dear, But feared that you will trash me
I Know you will never realize how much I loved you, Forever you will be mine beloved
I will always idealize your viewpoint even though I wanted to critize you

I felt so fragile , you dealt it with agile mind
I was toddling against the wind, you were blinded with unkind gal


After so long I met you bearing the pain
Once again we became friends mending our past
I wanted to embrace the lonely soul only to be disgraced by apathetic attitude

Today I saw you once again smiling with your friend , I was piling myself with repetent
I remembered all the things you said to me,I kept striding with false pride all over me
I was wishing you only be trashed by you
I Know you will never realize how much I loved you, Forever you will be mine beloved


P.S.:- Written it long back but never had courage to say it upfront. Life moves on and we move ahead and look back at things so differently

Mom

I came to your life as a gift of God

I learnt a lot from you

I am your most adorable child

I have bothered you with every problem of my life

I took your hands to walk through jungles of human world

I fought with you every now and then for my perspective 

But still next moment we laughed like Best Friends

You are first person who understands me without using verbal language

I wish you keep blessing me, fighting and sharing with me and as part of it , you make me grow

P.S. This one was for mom on her bday :-)

Cocktail of full emotions with cocktail

Whenever I see Veronica I don’t see her as a gal who sleeps around with every guy without giving a damn about it. I see somebody who is hollow in herself and living an artificial life. She likes limelight and does a lot of action to remain and liked by people. She is somebody who needs validation of a society yet in a cult manner. She wants to prove to the world that is she is nice so she lets a helpless gal. Was Meera actually helpless or was suffering from low self-esteem? I can’t comment. Did Gautam fell in love with Meera on first sight and Veronica was just a there to be laid? Did Meera fell in love with Gautam or was he actually his habit?

To me, Veronica was a lonely soul who has spent a lot with guys so much that she can read and understand any guy’s vibes from a distance. That’s why she cries in front of Meera that I was one who recognized goodness in Gautam not you. Veronica has always treated Meera at a lowest status than herself so her egos doesn’t get satisfied when Gautam leaves her for Meera. Gautam and Meera has always hated each other. Till the time you keep any emotion you are bound to fall in love is proved with this movie. Gautam has seen a lot of gals and who have been moved by his charisma and with Meera he got the challenge which interested him. Meera was pampered by a man for the first time and she fell for it.Human emotions are complex and you will require a lot of energies to go through it. Cocktail was just the cocktail of all emotions in one drink and like a true liquor its saaru will be felt for a long time.

I have tried to capture the rawest emotion in a naive manner to bring the effect of liquor out on canvas of white sheet.

My first connection with children

It seems yesterday only when I held a 3 hour old child in my hands for the first time
It seems yesterday only when I held a 3 months old most smiling in my lap
It seems yesterday only when I ran after 3 years old to see the giggle on your face
It seems yesterday only when I saw you taking admissions for the school
It seems yesterday only when we had fun out of nothing
But today I am praying that you come out with flying colour in your entrance exams
It seems yesterday only when stopping you from crying was a task
But today you have become one of my strength
Today is altogether different from our childhood but it has beauty of its own
I wish bonding we have, caring we show towards each other , love that lites our heart never ends

Friend

I am thankful to God for sending an angel in form of a cute buddy
I am thankful to you for standing by my side
I loved the part when we became friends
I liked the idiotic chats we had
I enjoyed being a child in front of you
I appreciate the way you honed my skills
I adore the never fadin smile on your face
I am fond of your versatile talents
I take joy in you being my friend.

Thanks buddy