Sunshine of my smile

You are shine of my smile

Your every breath is mine

You are the shrine I belong

You are chine of our world

You love is red wine

You presence redefine my life

I hate any grapevine surrounding us

I hate every tagline every swine gives us

I hate whining around us

I hate every vine confining us

With every knock you are my guideline

With you I am on cloud nine

Bottom line is you are my lifeline

You are shine of my smile

Black Coffee with pinch of Salt

Black Coffee fad has risen expediently like rock music with the beer in hand to sound cool. Black coffee is like latest Dilwale movie kind of romance where you don’t feel any depth in emotions. People spend time because dating is in fashion. People of my generation will say wtf? We have innate sense that beyond a point we can’t even abuse. But whom are we talking about? Generation of instant gratification is only focussed on anything that seems cool be it about boozing around or relationship status. How does your relationship status define you but how many of can get to know that if you haven’t seen what the real relationship should be? Imagine Cady is back to USA after her African safari trip to be surrounded by plastics she treats everybody as friends. Only to be finding in the end that they were having snake venom ready to bite her. Why plastics allowed her to be around them because they were insecure and Cady take her place. Just are the relationship Black coffee has seen and considered going out as relationship. I call them black coffee because coffee is the most liberating thing which can help you to survive lot of diseases like dementia but people without researching go for black coffee in excess and end up with acidity and sometimes early death. Anytime you can’t handle anything and take it without implications of it, you act like a Black Coffee vinyl. Be it time with your alone self. Love will always be in fashion but never dating, dating is just means to find love but time pass affairs are not. When you learn to find balance in life within yourself you will attract the right kind of coffee with which you can enhance longevity. I am not against coffee drinking but only after knowing what balanced quantity is and how to be taken.  Like love, love coffee as fresh breath of air which just simulates the creativity in soul. If you are drinking black coffee take it pinch of salt and at your own risk because accidents at bad seat does more harm.

I saw you standing near me I kept walking the upland dear
I remembered all the things you said to me,I kept striding with false pride all over me
I wanted to wish you dear, But feared that you will trash me
I Know you will never realize how much I loved you, Forever you will be mine beloved
I will always idealize your viewpoint even though I wanted to critize you

I felt so fragile , you dealt it with agile mind
I was toddling against the wind, you were blinded with unkind gal


After so long I met you bearing the pain
Once again we became friends mending our past
I wanted to embrace the lonely soul only to be disgraced by apathetic attitude

Today I saw you once again smiling with your friend , I was piling myself with repetent
I remembered all the things you said to me,I kept striding with false pride all over me
I was wishing you only be trashed by you
I Know you will never realize how much I loved you, Forever you will be mine beloved

Love or Life for Real but every breath you take it ... you are live it

Kiara : Knock Knock

Asher : Kiara please this is no time to discuss anything

Kiara : I am not here to fight

Asher : Then what it is ?

Kiara : there is no point of discussion like this on the door

There is sign of the door unlocking . Kiara opens up the door of Asher room. She is shocked to see him struggling with all the packing stuff . Everything is lying on the floor nothing is inside the bag.

Kiara : (Looks at Asher with moist eyes.) Asher let me help you pack your stuff

Asher sighs !!! Thanks Kiara . You have been …

Kiara : Put her finger on his lips and says no time for this you have a flight to catch for Italy and we don’t have time

Asher : Thanks

Kiara and Asher both focus to pack his stuff in the suitcase and Asher as usual feels that he will be taken care. Kiara is disturbed and remembers the time when they first met. Kiara was looked at him why would she considers him as his black coffee.

She remembers the spark she saw when first time we touched, But I guess I was wrong because it turns out , It was just the Sun in my eyes, blinding me from seeing so clearly that you don’t love me

Did I said it aloud ? Are my heart sinking audible to Asher? Suddenly she remembers she has to take care of the packing of Asher.

Anothe0r 30 minutes passes of silence and all packing done. Asher tries to hug Kiara for one last time with heavy breath. The bubbles that never ends his life can be so serious. Was he imagining it because he was sad himself? But he doesn’t have time to worry. He has flight to catch. He moves to catch his flight

2 hour later he boards the plane for Italy, Asher is so tired and takes the nap .Asher just closes his eyes to remember the face of the Kiara. Was it seriously love? Kiara was like a mermaid who was on cloud nine always May be that’s why Asher was so madly attracted to her and once he wrote

Only you can call it love when in middle of crisis you can say the below
I feel alive when I am with you
Dancing in the rain in chilly winter
Singing on top of my pitch in public place
Doing all the forbidden things and reach the sky is the only limit...
Laughing my heart out every second set my mood
Walking past the roads to meet, greet you is just way of life

Every fight is just another chance to be together
You are the reason for every breath I take

 Once the breath and one breath was taken to say good byes and live moves on. Was it love or life for real whatever it was both lived their every breath in it to remember in future

Its time to say its easy to be Queen ... and its fun to be King

You are stuck in awe when you find yourself surrounded by female in your work life who are independent and still you find research saying the other way round. Pointing out how gender stereo type still go a long way in any industry. Out of curiosity with the strange line “a queen complains to a king” you keep reading and there was huge research to support that. But should I be blaming myself for reading it or the scientific research and one of teenager’s favorite book “Men are from Mars and women for Venus”. To let dragon in my head sleep, I wanted to dig deep and there were like-minded people who had worked on the same. They found that if we have way pass our traditional conditioning of gender, female might surpass the males on the math’s sat scores. If all conditions are fine why woman struggles to get that raise while for a man it’s most logical step. Why corporate struggles to have female executive beyond ceiling glass. But you have nature to help you solve your query and watch bees’ closely. Only community where they are queen, you will always they don’t promote other female bees since they compete and feel threatened. Same was something research paper was bringing to light. But now move to king of jungle , Lion , all the hard work is done by the lioness while king reaps the fruits of his spouse. May be we can start giving the female colleagues the feeling of security and make the environment less threatening and give dude respect to sweet labour for the lioness and let everybody acknowledge the bees. If you already do pat yourself on the back. And request to all females, it time to promote the people irrespective of gender. AND LETS END THE idiot title “But when a woman has someone’s head cut off, she’s a bitch.”

We will stand for our rights without being called bitch for getting work done.

We are broken on ideas that we fall for sunday kind of love than everyday love

Humans are so biased and prejudice mammal that they are blinded by their own thoughts that even horse blinds will shy away. This was so prominent to me that writing was the only thing left in hands of warrior. It started when I realized Paris is the city of perceptions. Its vibrancy was so different than just a famous monument and fashion capital of the world. Strikingly to me it intrigued me with its history that given a chance I can spend 1 month straight to explore each place and sink in my blood the every breath of the France. While some of my friends said it was so similar to England all white build but how many have the capability to look behind the sea’s calm surface and quest for undercurrent.

It stroke me again when I was bamboozled with 5 articles on TOI related to rape. Out of 5, 3 were from their known either your boyfriend or known friend. To me it seemed familiar phenome and appeared that I was hearing the story of my friend again. But while one of colleague mentioned that girls should stop spreading the false story. She was saying after hearing his friends’ story again. We both were reiterating the same seen story and realized my own prejudice.

Life give us such opportunities where we are broken on idea and assume that only love can bring us back. We are so consumed on our Sunday kind of love that life just happens to us without being prepared for it. When my thought mirror was broken I was stumbled but life is all about learning else you die in your own co-web which nobody can remove. People sometimes will use jargons but still blind others with science.

Leave behind the bias and you will understand that life is all about learning with main aim to be happy instead of judging the people. With the above line I am saying don’t be naïve, leave your worries behind and give everyone behind the space to be who they want to.

Remember some books are not meant to be judged by the cover page and start focusing on yourself more .Once we start to practice who can stop us to fulfill our dreams to be Steve jobs or Priyanka chopra or whosoever you respect in our own right. If you want to do justice to your life stop indulging in the Sunday kind of love with yourself but the love that stays every day with you.

The Shahrukh King of Romance

On this birthday of Shahrukh Khan , I wish The Almighty  bless you with whatever you want. This is thank you note to one person who has inspired me in lot of ways . But talking about me will happen later. Its time to give the due credit to The BirthDay Boy or KING UNCLE .The man who become Somebody from nobody at the age of 26. From a guy who comes from a struggled childhood immense energies and to hold himself he needs to be involved in sports teaches the world the most important lesson. Only guy who taught rest of the world that females  are also humans. Who wasn't like rest of heroes of his time who showed to world every no of a gal is still yes. He took females as females never forced any girl for anything in his movie. His nature to understand the gal as they are and accepting them for who they are be it divya bharati in Deewana or Kajol in DDLJ, KKHH or even Devdas. Girls of my age have fallen in the concept of love because of Shahrukh Khan . So, all the guys who hate SRK because of his overacting , at times I believe you hate because you don't go by his values.  If it wasn’t for those intense eyes saying Ï Love you Kiran "Nobody would have believed the stammering actor. Those immense eyes had the power to hold on. For me eyes are gates for emotions, if somebody cant say eye to eye anything for me it’s a lie and for those beautiful eyes have till date the power to hold me for hours with intensity with love and anger both at same time.  Those signature arms are open to take you in most comfortable place to forget all your worries. He was  so genuine as Raj in DDLJ where he taught love is never about running away from family its so strong to withstand the test of times and to convince people around you. Raj was genuine also in his real life that he married his wife Gauri after convincing her parents irrespective of all odds like different religion way back in late 80's and early 90's . He was one guy who have always stood by what he believes be it "Letting Audience aware of his marriage even when he was launched when rest of the stars like Amar Khan were hiding the fact". SRK to me is a cult brand who is most influential because of his smartness and witty responses. I know in Muslims its against the religion to study somebody's chart or horoscope but I believe his mercury and sun are conjunct or closely nit else that strong witty messages can never come . But forget about astrology, he is a self made man with a believe. May be that’s a major attraction factor I have for him, he is strong willed that He becomes 2nd richest entertaining in the world . How sharp his business acumen when he invested in IPL long back. He is one of the dedicated and hardworking guy. Somebody you cant touch emotionally unless he wants  just with his body language and non-verbal signal he gives signal. This is one of the qualities men need to learn even women have to learn rather than bad ego which lot of people develop.So, last note sometimes you unknowingly touch the life of people with your pure emotions and SRK has touched the billions of hearts with his genuine love. LOVE resides in hearts of people sometimes with electrifying energies of his on the screen .

 

LOVE SRK from a still a little girl in heart :-)